jessie发邮件最后总是会问一句“How about you and flybit？”但我很少

跟她讲关于我和他的事，因为我不想她在异国还来担心我和他之间的事。可有一

回我和他发生了很激烈的吵架，当我已经泪流满面，他还在那儿怀疑我的感情时

，我真的难受死了“为什么我当初还是选择了他呢？过了这么久了，为什么他竟

然丝毫都没有了解我！让我跟这样的人过一生？”我终于再也忍受不了对他大声

嚷道：“我们分手吧！我不想再这样下去了！”他当时怔在了那里。我那时真的

很想找个人能陪我说说话，但朋友都不在身边，我决定给jessie发信，其实当我

写完时，我心里就好多了，但我还是按了“发送”。



jessie很快给我回信了。



寄件人：“jessie”<***@Yahoo.com>

收件人：“sally”<***@sina.com>

主题：Be kind to yourself



Hi,sally



I am glad that you tell me your true feeling, whether or no, to

remember, come to me if you have any trouble, I am here.



I hope you be real happy with it, I mean you and Flybit. But I

hope you don't push your feeling, in fact, I did it! I have found

my true love. I don't let it away anymore. listening!



As for me, I do not know whether it is good news or bad news. Just

as I mentioned to you about Lang and me before, we are not boy-girl

friend any more. Something happened in its onw way and will never come

back. However we are still closed friend helping each other here. The

reason of our break out is complicated and also simply at the same time.

I can not explain it in more detailshere, sorry, and something you can

never explain it, is it right? But what I want to say here is I am now

Michael's girl, you know. So, as you can see, everything has been changed.

How to say I feel more happy and satisfied than before when I am with

Michael, (real happy because I love Michael very very much, a real passion

but not a habbit), and he also loves me and cherishes me deeply. I never

thought I will surely marry Lang for some reason I can not make clear,

but as to Michael I would rather like to make him a good wife for the rest

of our life. And maybe as you can guess we liked each other, in fact,for

at least three years. The problem is he did not know his real passion and

I did not want to hurt Lang, it is my departure and my Dad's cancer made it



and our feeling keeps the love. Hope you can understand it, anyway. I just

do not mean to hurt Lang any more, you know. I feel sorry to him but have

no choice. Something happened under what it seems-to-be, we quarried often

for the different opinions and both of us felt tired of our relationship.

But I think if somebody must take the blame, it should be me since it is me

who did not want to be his girl any more, I am tired of it, really tired of

standing up with what I exteremely do not like.



OK,may I stop here. I wish Flybit will take care of you and be kind and

nice to you, my girl. And I also want to may you should think it over and

over again before you making a important decision. Take care and next time I

should tell you more ...Don't be sad, I know you are a happy girl,don't you?

xixi,waiting for your reply and then tell you...



Yours Jessie here missing you.