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Kurt Cobain 的遗书
BODDAH:
这是一个很明显地宁愿选择懦弱且经验颇足的蠢蛋所留下的, 幼稚的埋怨;
这封留言应该很容易被了解, 这是多年来从庞克摇滚101路程得来的所有警告. 自从由我第一个引导的伦理,应该说是一种包含著自主和围绕在你们周遭一切的伦理;已经证明了是非常明确的. 我还没感觉到聆听音乐的兴奋,相同地,对创作音乐与读过的书和写过的东西也已经厌烦太多年了..对於这件事我感到极度 的罪恶, 比如说.当我们在後台的时候,舞台灯光放射出去,台下的群众开始狂叫....这些并没有影响到我,我很赞赏,也非常 羡慕FREDDY MERCURY那种能去爱他的歌迷,享受歌迷的爱与崇拜,事实上,我不能骗你们或你们的之中任何一个人; 这 对你们或对我来讲都完全不公平. 我能想到最坏的罪行就是虚伪无实的骗人,甚至假装成我真的很快乐. 有时候我觉得在我走上舞台之前,我是否应该有个会打卡的时钟,我已经尽我所能去感谢(是真的,老天,相信我是真的. 但我觉得做得还不够)
我很感谢我们的音乐影响了很多人也让很多人娱乐, 我一定是那种对过去的事自我陶醉的人们 的其中之一吧! 我太敏感了.我需要轻微地麻木一下好让我重 拾我儿时的热沈. 在我们最後的三场巡回,我已对我个人所认识的朋友和我们的 歌迷有了更深一层的感谢,但是我还是无法克服我的失败,罪 行和领悟,我们每个人都有优点,我想我就是太博爱了,博爱 到让我觉得我自己太悲哀!!一点点悲哀的,敏感的,未感谢的, 双鱼座的我,老天啊,为何你不乾脆乐在其中? 我真的不懂! 我有一个漂亮且奢求声望和领悟的老婆,和一个使我想起太多我以前的样子的女儿,她被爱与欢乐笼罩著,她给每个跟她碰面人亲切的吻,因为大家都是好人,不会伤害她,这让快死的我感到害怕,我不能忍受我女儿的思想变得不幸,自毁,或是一个像我一样的死了的音乐人. 我不後悔,真的,我也很感激,但是从我七岁的时候,我已经对社会大众产生憎恨.我猜也许这只是因为人们似乎很容易聚在一起产生同感, 还是只是因为我太过於同情别人,太博爱吧!! 谢谢你们过去这几年来的信件和关心我长年的胃痛,我太过 情绪化与反常了~~我再也没有任何情欲可言.所以千万要记得 ,在灿烂的瞬间燃烧地死去总比最後无声无息的消失好!!
和平,爱,领悟
KURT KOBAIN
FRANCES AND COURTNEY,你们的祭坛我会在场
COURTNEY,请继续下去,为FRANCES. 为了她的一辈子;没有我可以活的更快乐的一辈子.
我爱你!!我爱你们!!
To Boddah pronounced
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee.
This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love and relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. Which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do. God, believe me I do but it's not enough.
I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last three tours I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me
feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be.Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. Empathy! Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to burn out than to fade away. peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney
For Frances
For her life which will be so much happier without me. I Love you. I love you!
BODDAH:
这是一个很明显地宁愿选择懦弱且经验颇足的蠢蛋所留下的, 幼稚的埋怨;
这封留言应该很容易被了解, 这是多年来从庞克摇滚101路程得来的所有警告. 自从由我第一个引导的伦理,应该说是一种包含著自主和围绕在你们周遭一切的伦理;已经证明了是非常明确的. 我还没感觉到聆听音乐的兴奋,相同地,对创作音乐与读过的书和写过的东西也已经厌烦太多年了..对於这件事我感到极度 的罪恶, 比如说.当我们在後台的时候,舞台灯光放射出去,台下的群众开始狂叫....这些并没有影响到我,我很赞赏,也非常 羡慕FREDDY MERCURY那种能去爱他的歌迷,享受歌迷的爱与崇拜,事实上,我不能骗你们或你们的之中任何一个人; 这 对你们或对我来讲都完全不公平. 我能想到最坏的罪行就是虚伪无实的骗人,甚至假装成我真的很快乐. 有时候我觉得在我走上舞台之前,我是否应该有个会打卡的时钟,我已经尽我所能去感谢(是真的,老天,相信我是真的. 但我觉得做得还不够)
我很感谢我们的音乐影响了很多人也让很多人娱乐, 我一定是那种对过去的事自我陶醉的人们 的其中之一吧! 我太敏感了.我需要轻微地麻木一下好让我重 拾我儿时的热沈. 在我们最後的三场巡回,我已对我个人所认识的朋友和我们的 歌迷有了更深一层的感谢,但是我还是无法克服我的失败,罪 行和领悟,我们每个人都有优点,我想我就是太博爱了,博爱 到让我觉得我自己太悲哀!!一点点悲哀的,敏感的,未感谢的, 双鱼座的我,老天啊,为何你不乾脆乐在其中? 我真的不懂! 我有一个漂亮且奢求声望和领悟的老婆,和一个使我想起太多我以前的样子的女儿,她被爱与欢乐笼罩著,她给每个跟她碰面人亲切的吻,因为大家都是好人,不会伤害她,这让快死的我感到害怕,我不能忍受我女儿的思想变得不幸,自毁,或是一个像我一样的死了的音乐人. 我不後悔,真的,我也很感激,但是从我七岁的时候,我已经对社会大众产生憎恨.我猜也许这只是因为人们似乎很容易聚在一起产生同感, 还是只是因为我太过於同情别人,太博爱吧!! 谢谢你们过去这几年来的信件和关心我长年的胃痛,我太过 情绪化与反常了~~我再也没有任何情欲可言.所以千万要记得 ,在灿烂的瞬间燃烧地死去总比最後无声无息的消失好!!
和平,爱,领悟
KURT KOBAIN
FRANCES AND COURTNEY,你们的祭坛我会在场
COURTNEY,请继续下去,为FRANCES. 为了她的一辈子;没有我可以活的更快乐的一辈子.
我爱你!!我爱你们!!
To Boddah pronounced
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee.
This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love and relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. Which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do. God, believe me I do but it's not enough.
I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last three tours I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me
feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be.Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. Empathy! Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to burn out than to fade away. peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney
For Frances
For her life which will be so much happier without me. I Love you. I love you!