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Deer
一天,在路上见到一条大黑狗,它蹲在主人身边,一副凶巴巴的样子。我有点害怕,但没法不走那条路,惟有鼓起勇气走过去。谁知道,当我从它身边走过,它马上垂下头,把头夹在两条前蹄之间,一副可怜相。它的外表,只是用来唬人的。
它那副神情,过后仍然让我发笑。
我们常常摆出一副威武的姿态,可是,遇到意中人的时候,我们脱盔甲脱得比任何时候都快。
我当然不是它的意中人,只是,它让我想起,我们有时候也不过是一条小黑狗。
明明是大黑狗,然而,爱上一个人的时候,我们马上缩小,变成一条驯服的小黑狗。只要你快乐,便是我的幸福。我从来不肯侍侯别人,遇上了你,我却很想侍侯你。每次看见你,我会兴奋得摇尾巴,流着口水,扑向你怀里。你去哪里,我也去哪里。你坐在那里沉思,我会乖乖蹲在你脚边,抬起头仰望你。
我想和你睡,替你暖暖脚。我要用四条腿牢牢地把你抓住,求你不要遗弃我,不要把我人道毁灭。
有甜便有苦,外人不会明白我翘起屁股走路时的幸福和满足。直到爱消逝了,我重又变回一条孤单的大黑狗,怀念着为爱而把自己缩小的美好岁月。
——摘自《张小娴千禧散文集》
它那副神情,过后仍然让我发笑。
我们常常摆出一副威武的姿态,可是,遇到意中人的时候,我们脱盔甲脱得比任何时候都快。
我当然不是它的意中人,只是,它让我想起,我们有时候也不过是一条小黑狗。
明明是大黑狗,然而,爱上一个人的时候,我们马上缩小,变成一条驯服的小黑狗。只要你快乐,便是我的幸福。我从来不肯侍侯别人,遇上了你,我却很想侍侯你。每次看见你,我会兴奋得摇尾巴,流着口水,扑向你怀里。你去哪里,我也去哪里。你坐在那里沉思,我会乖乖蹲在你脚边,抬起头仰望你。
我想和你睡,替你暖暖脚。我要用四条腿牢牢地把你抓住,求你不要遗弃我,不要把我人道毁灭。
有甜便有苦,外人不会明白我翘起屁股走路时的幸福和满足。直到爱消逝了,我重又变回一条孤单的大黑狗,怀念着为爱而把自己缩小的美好岁月。
——摘自《张小娴千禧散文集》
| I lay awake at night
See things in black and white I only got you in my mind You knew you have made me blind I lay awake and pray That you would look my way I have all this longing in my heart I knew it right from the start Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you like I never ever love no one before Pretty pretty boy just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside make me stay right beside you I use to write you name And put it in a frame And some time I think I hear you call Right from my bedroom wall You stay a little while And touch my with you smile And what can I say to make you mine To reach out for you in time Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you like I never ever love no one before Pretty pretty boy just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside make me stay right beside you Oh pretty boy, pretty boy, pretty boy Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you like I never ever love no one before Pretty pretty boy just tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need you Oh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside make me stay right beside you |