i have been thinking that you don't care about this kind of matter. In my eyes,you always persist your ways to pursue the goals you set for yourself,whatever happened.So the failure of one test wouldnot beat you down, moreover, when you're down in mood or in trouble, she always turns out! From this point of view, you're a fortunate guy:)

Is there any connection between her appearance and the sense of your lose,do you think?
The failure of your text is nothing ,really!I know you don't care about it,right?
Something you really need to care is the state of your mind,continue to go on or do something to improve it!
I think you'd better find someone to talk with,maybe the best choice among persons is that girl,if you are not a coward!

Thanks for your suggestion!
Since I have to take exams these days, I skipped one day to be online.

I think I was quite out of myself the day before yesterday, but I'm now felling better.
I'd say it's good to have so many netfriends to bear heart to,really.
Am I a coward? yeah, it really takes a lot of courage to make a step forward, to find a chance to have a word with her, to tell her what I'm thinking about her....but sometimes it's not just question of courage. Just as you pointed out, I'd better to walk out on her, to find the way back to where I should be, there are lot of things worth being done, I shouldn't lost in it. Maybe this is what many people put it as growing pains .
Whatsoever happened,
whatsoever will happen,
just face the music,
you'll have to come up with something. after that, you would find an another your self.
tha's growing-up.
it suddenly occured to me the line from movie You've Got Mail by Tom Hanks and Mag Rayn, that
Fight, Fight, Fight to death!

Thanks again for your suggestion! Hope to be your good friend :)

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